Was feeling too low so thought of reading my personal blog, And Its one year from my last post saying WTF I am doing in my life and here I am standing on the same position. May be even more worse. I tried to solve a simple PHP question and guess what I suck! I suck to d power of infinity. It was d simplest program ever any one gonna hear but still I couldnt.
Its a year and I am shitting in my own bed and doing nothing. Most of the time I sleep on my bed or cry or watch some movie or serial. Every one I knew have figured out their life. Every one has their own happy life. Every one enjoying their life a lot. My friends got into many companies some even started to work and here I am sitting in my room and cribbing. I have to change. My so called gf has got into MS and she dont even remember I exist she is way too much busy in her own life, She got loads of new friends, new guy friends, new joking. Always life of smiles and happiness. You know she has born with golden spoon in her mouth if you see her profile its like every jack and jum wants to have a life like hers. Having dnr at Radisson and den moving to Texas for masters, Damn its USA. She is born lucky may be. And now she got plenty of friends and I am d person who is the last person she wanna speak to . I am here sitting in my room and shitting all the time.
May be if its not today I would never get up. I have to workout seriously. Its time for me to get up and start up. Because of so called gf i lost my friends, my friends wont even call me or text me , they dont even ask if i exist or dead. And guess what my relatives they are the worst thing in the world.
You know I am shifting my house to Bangalore and guess what not even one person came to lend any help. I am kid of 21 years and I have to do each and every shit on my own. Lorry loading and unloading every shit. Bank shares, searching home shifting, packing bank, locker , gas, telephone , Voter ID, ration card and hell lot of stuffs and guess what none came to me lending help.
I am writing this and this is a statement saying that NOone stood beside me during my hard times, not even my uncle or not even GF. My gf left me all alone when she was required d most and none was der during my hard times, I will fight alone and turn back to being awesome
I should remember things
1. GP bhat who helped me what ever he could
2. Vijaya of hasan,
3. triveni who atleast offered to come
4. yeah my uncle as he offered his laptop but other dan that nothing
5.keshav rao family spec
6.praveen anna specifically.
I also should remember ppl who didnt bothered to ask
1. gF who left me to die and trust me I am not going back to her. I dont wanna stay with someone who dont want to face the hurdles with me . and yeah may be she desreves better happy person
2. my uncle who called me to ask what happend. who is the so called brother of my dad. He didnt even ask what aam i doing with packing, lorry 'truck', or loading unloading or do I even need a bit of help. He didnt even ask hw am i doing as I am a small kid and i dont knw any shit but u knw what he asked me? he asked whether packing is over? hw much packing done? did you go to bangalore?
I will remember and I will make a note of it
3.. Geeta malini thes ppl didnt even come to see what my mom so called sis of them doing alone in bgm. they had holidays of 2 months evne for their kids never came to see what my mom or their sis doing, she lost her husband. All fcking bastards i hate them , you knw not even once they came to see what she is doing where as they were too busy treating so called guru as a god and then fcking crap sangita and to impress so called guruji .
I am gonna count i see hw their guru gonna come and let every single person live happily and I will come back to you with my best . and show what i did to my self and yeah fck you all I am better and i m meant to be btter And always LIon stays alone and stands alone . NOt wolves or dogs, only LION and thats me I am gonna show all these assholes what I am worth of what i am capable of
I am gonna come back to every single person when I am good
Its a year and I am shitting in my own bed and doing nothing. Most of the time I sleep on my bed or cry or watch some movie or serial. Every one I knew have figured out their life. Every one has their own happy life. Every one enjoying their life a lot. My friends got into many companies some even started to work and here I am sitting in my room and cribbing. I have to change. My so called gf has got into MS and she dont even remember I exist she is way too much busy in her own life, She got loads of new friends, new guy friends, new joking. Always life of smiles and happiness. You know she has born with golden spoon in her mouth if you see her profile its like every jack and jum wants to have a life like hers. Having dnr at Radisson and den moving to Texas for masters, Damn its USA. She is born lucky may be. And now she got plenty of friends and I am d person who is the last person she wanna speak to . I am here sitting in my room and shitting all the time.
May be if its not today I would never get up. I have to workout seriously. Its time for me to get up and start up. Because of so called gf i lost my friends, my friends wont even call me or text me , they dont even ask if i exist or dead. And guess what my relatives they are the worst thing in the world.
You know I am shifting my house to Bangalore and guess what not even one person came to lend any help. I am kid of 21 years and I have to do each and every shit on my own. Lorry loading and unloading every shit. Bank shares, searching home shifting, packing bank, locker , gas, telephone , Voter ID, ration card and hell lot of stuffs and guess what none came to me lending help.
I am writing this and this is a statement saying that NOone stood beside me during my hard times, not even my uncle or not even GF. My gf left me all alone when she was required d most and none was der during my hard times, I will fight alone and turn back to being awesome
I should remember things
1. GP bhat who helped me what ever he could
2. Vijaya of hasan,
3. triveni who atleast offered to come
4. yeah my uncle as he offered his laptop but other dan that nothing
5.keshav rao family spec
6.praveen anna specifically.
I also should remember ppl who didnt bothered to ask
1. gF who left me to die and trust me I am not going back to her. I dont wanna stay with someone who dont want to face the hurdles with me . and yeah may be she desreves better happy person
2. my uncle who called me to ask what happend. who is the so called brother of my dad. He didnt even ask what aam i doing with packing, lorry 'truck', or loading unloading or do I even need a bit of help. He didnt even ask hw am i doing as I am a small kid and i dont knw any shit but u knw what he asked me? he asked whether packing is over? hw much packing done? did you go to bangalore?
I will remember and I will make a note of it
3.. Geeta malini thes ppl didnt even come to see what my mom so called sis of them doing alone in bgm. they had holidays of 2 months evne for their kids never came to see what my mom or their sis doing, she lost her husband. All fcking bastards i hate them , you knw not even once they came to see what she is doing where as they were too busy treating so called guru as a god and then fcking crap sangita and to impress so called guruji .
I am gonna count i see hw their guru gonna come and let every single person live happily and I will come back to you with my best . and show what i did to my self and yeah fck you all I am better and i m meant to be btter And always LIon stays alone and stands alone . NOt wolves or dogs, only LION and thats me I am gonna show all these assholes what I am worth of what i am capable of
I am gonna come back to every single person when I am good
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